I was waiting....for a surgical biopsy to tell me whether or not I had breast cancer. I was waiting. This is my journey into a pursuit of health and wellness. This blog has been created out of a need for emotional release during this difficult time in my life. Having always been a writer this is instinctive. It will chronicle my passions, my failures, and my fears. The mundane and the monumental. The process of diagnostic testing, surgery, recovery, and living life with my results.
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
Hitting the Road!
Before all this "stuff" started I had begun training for my first 10k. I walk my 5 year old the mile to school everyday so slowly I began to jog it home. Finally, after about 3-4 weeks of walk/jogging I was running 1 mile solidly without stopping. I had just begun increasing my distances to closer to 2 miles at a time when someone shoved a machine gun with a needle in it down my breast! This made me mad. Perhaps, some breasts would not be quite so affected, but my 36D VERY DENSE breasts definitely were. I refused to allow this nonsense to control my life and destroy my hard work. I walked the day after the procedure and was back to running 6 days after. It hurt like hell but that's what ice and OTC pain meds are for, right? My body is a temple, a vessel, and a reflection of my character, knowledge, and self-control. I can only control some things......I know. When my lungs and quads are screaming I remember that my mind is in control. My brain (and will) is powering my muscles to move forward. I repeat in my head, "I Beat my Body, I make it My Slave!"
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