Stuff I've done while Waiting

1.Pray
2.Cry
3.Talk
4.Research (a Lot!)
5.Consult the Forums
6.Hug my son a little closer
7.Tear up while kissing my husband
8.Play computer games on the SuperHeroSquad(Marvelkids) website
9.Try Bok Choy(It is an anti-angiogenic food)
10.Fight with my sister
11.Contemplate Masectomy
12.Touch my breasts constantly
13.Feel like my sexuality is gone.  Feel diseased.
14.Dress like Iron Girl for Halloween
15. Put up Halloween, Put out Christmas
16.Run harder and longer than I ever have before!
17.Receive kindness from the most unsuspecting places.
18.Write and Write and Write
19.Appreciate my body.
20. Worry people think I am trying to get attention when I'm trying to cope.